attmp2
crippling awareness is no different from self harm
the wonderful thing about suicide is how nobody cares how much you threaten to do it until you actually do it. then there's either this entire sob story about how nobody could have seen this coming and how much you were loved and missed and whatever. but nobody gives a ♥♥♥♥ about you prior to that; they don't want to bother with it. nobody wants to be around somebody who's so depressed and alone because it makes them depressed and miserable to be around. in a way, i think they almost want you to kill yourself- just so they can be rid of your burden. that is if they don't outright remove you from their live entirely in the first place before you do so.


i don't plan on writing out a length suicide note for my family to see. it's as simple as "donate all my possessions to charity" and "i hope you all go to hell". my suicide plan is getting as drunk as i possibly can around saturday or friday or whatever, and hanging myself with the rope i bought a few days ago in the living room. most of my fear of dying hits me the hardest when sober, but i've noticed whenever i'm fairly drunk, it's almost like a siren call to harm myself in some way. there's a tall enough chair i have for me to stand on and kick over in my drunken state. all in all i think it will work well enough if i just let go and commit to it.
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the wonderful thing about suicide is how nobody cares how much you threaten to do it until you actually do it. then there's either this entire sob story about how nobody could have seen this coming and how much you were loved and missed and whatever. but nobody gives a ♥♥♥♥ about you prior to that; they don't want to bother with it. nobody wants to be around somebody who's so depressed and alone because it makes them depressed and miserable to be around. in a way, i think they almost want you to kill yourself- just so they can be rid of your burden. that is if they don't outright remove you from their live entirely in the first place before you do so.


i don't plan on writing out a length suicide note for my family to see. it's as simple as "donate all my possessions to charity" and "i hope you all go to hell". my suicide plan is getting as drunk as i possibly can around saturday or friday or whatever, and hanging myself with the rope i bought a few days ago in the living room. most of my fear of dying hits me the hardest when sober, but i've noticed whenever i'm fairly drunk, it's almost like a siren call to harm myself in some way. there's a tall enough chair i have for me to stand on and kick over in my drunken state. all in all i think it will work well enough if i just let go and commit to it.
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attmp2 4 Feb @ 4:32pm 
I'm drooling like a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and nothing is killing me
attmp2 4 Feb @ 3:50pm 
LET ME DIE
attmp2 4 Feb @ 2:55pm 
news doing it for attention yeah I'll prove it
attmp2 4 Feb @ 2:46pm 
again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and
attmp2 4 Feb @ 2:34pm 
I'm gonna and up here again and again if I don't who am I talking this to ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hate u all
attmp2 4 Feb @ 2:34pm 
not drunk enough. never drunk enough